Moving On

Increasingly, my motivation decreases at the workplace.

Don't get me wrong, I really don't think I am citing myself up to be a housewife especially now that Nadine is born. I guess I am running out of inspiration to remain excited in my current role. A matrix organisation does not help especially when you are the only person based in the local office managing such a huge project initiative. Forgotten and neglected are thoughts that run through my mind each day as I battled with unclear instructions, lack of directions and leadership in my scope of work. If you are reading this now and you probably would realise I need a fresh leash of motivation and lots of light to be shed on my path before I get refreshed once again. It is not all that gloom and doom. I just need to be able to cite myself up to know that these are all but organisational behaviours that are common in all enterprise, just the magnitude could be different elsewhere. Interestingly my desire to be be an entreprenuer was rekindled just couple of days ago when josh and I were talking about spreading our options elsewhere. I should really consider that seriously.

Perhaps, it is time to move on.

I am reminding myself : "I am the light of the world and the salt of the earth, so I believe I can make a difference wherever I am planted. " Until such time when the Lord tells me to go, I will be faithful. I just need lots of grace, endurance and motivation.